Last week I fell off my bike.
I was riding in the streets of downtown Toronto. I just recently (three weeks ago) started riding my bike downtown. I had always been too afraid of riding in the city.
Anyway, there I was, riding down the street, in the centre lane going along with traffic (there were parked cars on the side so I couldn’t ride near the curb).
Everything was going fine until suddenly a crossing guard blew her whistle as I was approaching the intersection. I didn’t have enough time to stop, so I swerved to move over to the curb, and my front tire got stuck in the streetcar tracks. I flew off my bike and landed a few metres away on the road.
The behaviour of the crossing guard was both shocking and appalling. I was bleeding all over the road, my face and hands were covered with blood, and when I asked her to call 911 she told me her phone was broken. I’m guessing she didn’t want to be involved, or to be blamed. She had the nerve to tell me I was going too fast, and to argue with me as I stood bleeding on the side of the road, in shock, bawling and feeling nauseous. Someone asked me what happened and when I started with “she blew her whistle” the crossing guard become very confrontational, and started to defend herself, as though I was hurling accusations rather than retelling an account of what happened.
This was all very frustrating and disheartening. However, there is a silver lining and I was and am very grateful for two strangers who stopped to help me. One was a doctor and the other was a stranger who happened to have experienced the very same thing five years prior on the very same street. These two gentlemen kindly drove me to the hospital, comforted me, locked up my bike, and ensured that I was in good hands. I am forever grateful to them for helping me in a time of need.
I am also grateful for the fact that my wounds are mostly superficial. The gash on my forehead was glued, my swollen lips and chin, and the many cuts, bruises, and road burns I have will heal. I didn’t break any bones and I didn’t lose any teeth.
It could have been much worse. As I sit at home now, with polysporin all over my face, and a neck so sore I can barely turn my head–I am grateful. I’m grateful for the health that I always take for granted until life delivers gentle or not so gentle reminders to cherish what I have and what I can do with my body, my health, my life.
Today despite this pain, I feel grateful.